YES

Please Stop!

I understand you're all upset at the direction the club took!

but that does not give any of you the right to complain, whine, or all but DEMAND action of me.

There are factors you do not know of that I personally have to worry about and you need to respect them even though you dont know what they are

AND MORE IMPORTANTLY

DO NOT BAW AND HARASS ME THROUGH MY OWN PERSONAL EMAIL

It will not make me change my mind or get to me any better than notes

NEXT

Stop asking and begging me to give you and your group of friends the club

IM NOT GOING TO GIVE IT TO YOU

So dont ask EVER

Im THINKING right now

The fact that it died makes me sad too
_{and the guilt aint none to purtty feeling either}
and no one better AT ALL harass me about that as well. I had my reasons (not very good ones I guess) but they're mine all the same and I deem them rational.

So Everyone needs to CHILL and take things as they come

I can offer you SOME sort of glittery sparkly thing to stick in your minds though:

I AM A SENIOR

in highschool

Im not in college like everyone assumed ... which is weird that they did in the first place. I certainly dont act like an up tightly college student with lots of exams.

SO

Yea cause of the fact that my family has no money, wont let me go out-of-state and use a friends adress, and I wanna be a lazy bum

IM NOT GOING TO COLLEGE
_{right away that is}

SO _again

I WILL BE OFF AND DOING MY OWN THING FOR A WHOLE SEMESTER
_{or so}

I get out of school in EARLY May
as in May 14

I was planning to start some thing up again then
THAT IS IF YOU ALL ARE WILLING TO WAIT
_{cause whats the point of hope if everyone are selfish impatient brats demanding instant gratification}

I has the worry of graduating High School first
Which is hard with the whole failing 2 classes thing

BUT HOPE DAMNIT! HOOOOOPPPPPEEEE!

if theres enough people who can wait
I can do stuff when I get closer to the end of school!
but I'll be restarting it on my terms

Which means
DAMNIT
I WANT MY MISSIONS SYSTEM BACK
End of Story

I was willing to compromise on a lot of things
but
Damnit
That one there pissed me off hardcore
...
Ahem

Anyway

Thats my PLan of action

Unless I can convince Xahshi/Hashi that deviant.com is worth typing into his URL browser again

ALSO

that reminds me

LEAVE HIM ALONE TO YOU FAGS >:/ If your gonna get mad and baw at someone do it to me okay! He actually you know did stuff! So yea, if you wanna have a grudge of some sort take it up with me and leave him alone.

Okay

Now Im done.
Take it all in
Understand it
Good.